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In My Eyes
04:28
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in dimly lit parking lots
i was all alone with my own thoughts
but now i am not, when you're next to me
you're all i see
the gloom of the rose that we found on the ground
our synthetic perfection's better when you're around
the white on your throat i'll lick off of your skin
my lungs fill up deeper when i'm breathing you in
when i'm breathing you in
i don't want to go when curfew kicks in
i'm killing myself just to even begin
with hands interlocked, i can like myself
when i listen to you i don't want to be anybody else
anybody else
in my eyes you're all i see
in my eyes you're all i want next to me
i wish i could give you everything you want
but i'll settle for giving you everything that i've got
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Close
04:00
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i'll take all i can get my hands on
i never have enough of what i want
but when you're next to me, i feel so close to complete
you've haunted all my dreams, and i love the hate
you give to me
i feel it in my sleep
i'll take all i can get my hands on
my anguish eats away at my heart
you know i'm incomplete, you know i'll always need
more than you'll give to me
am i surrendering?
am i letting this thing get control of me?
i'll take it endlessly, my sleep
i'll take all i can get my hands on
i'll breathe it in so deep 'till it's all gone
'cause when you're next to me, i feel so close
close to complete
you've haunted all my dreams, so now i just will never sleep
now i'll never sleep
am i surrendering?
am i letting this thing get control of me?
am i surrendering?
am i letting this thing get control of me?
it's just all around...
...it's just all around...
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It's Alright
03:53
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it's alright, it's alright
in this room, it's alright
never gonna even go past tonight
tomorrow never even seems like it'll arrive
wrapped up in black starlight, wrapped up in black starlight
it's alright, it's alright
in this room, it's alright
it's alright
tomorrow never even seems like it'll arrive
none of this is gonna last past tonight
in car crash, car crash glow
it's alright, it's alright
in this room, it's all a lie
it's alright
none of this is gonna last past tonight
tomorrow will never arrive
wrapped up in your dark starlight
wrapped up in your dark starlight
it's all lies, it's all lies
please limit me, keep me incomplete
as the darkness breeds, no relief is gonna come tonight
come tonight, i'm gonna be the same way i always say
i'll change--
-- but i won't
you wanted to--
--now you don't
we'll repeat everything, we'll repeat all the words we bring
rehearsed, rearranged, reminded of how much we hate
the way we've stayed the same
it's alright, it's all lies
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Dark Dancing
02:56
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i can dance these nights away because i sleep through all my days
i can see it on your face that you just want to slip away
i'll lick the wounds that never heal
i'll hide my face but still i'll feel that
i can dance the nights away because i've wasted all my days
two hearts together, nothing i can prove
i've waited forever to shake these feelings for you, these feelings of youth
i can dance these nights away because i've wasted all my days
i can see it on your face that i am nothing but a phantom pain
and did i tell you then, or can i tell you again?
you were my best friend, you were my best friend
always nothing to replace all these moments we've wished away
wished away, and
i can dance these nights away because i've wasted all my days
two hearts together, beating out of view
i'll always be there, in the dark dancing with you, dark dancing with you
dark dancing with you, dark dancing with you
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Dreams of Possession
02:48
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dreaming again
absent, my friend
but this procession, perceived aggression never ends, never ends
dreaming again
absent, my friend
they take the wires, and they run them into our heads, neon threads
starving hearts never mend
starving hearts never mind
but this procession, perceived aggression, it never ends, never ends
dreaming again
dreaming again
this procession, deceived obsession never ends, never ends
clockwork hearts unwind and break
in the end we'll never communicate
but this procession, dreams of possession never end, never end
dreaming again
dreaming again
it never ends, never
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Lose
04:13
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in dimly lit parking lots, i am all alone with my own thoughts
it's where i'll always be, no matter who i see
i can't feel
i can't feel close
i can't feel
what i need most
and i don't want to lose your love, but you know what i'm capable of
i don't want to lose your love, but in the end it's never enough
backs turn cold on marble slabs, dying young is such a fad
but if we grow old with our starving hearts, we'll fetishize our broken parts
we'll make an excuse for this miserable mess
and never let go of our duress
oh, aren't we perfectly dressed?
i'll hide my heart where you'll never guess
'cause i don't want to lose your love, but that's just what i'm capable of
i don't want to lose your love, but in the end it's never enough
lose your love, lose your love
lose your love, lose your love
lose your love, use your love
use it up, i can't get enough
so just hurt me, just tear me apart
just break me apart and i will starve my heart
i will starve my heart
i will starve my heart
i don't want to lose your love, but you know what i'm capable of
i don't want to lose your love, but in the end it's never enough
for me
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Withdrawal
04:08
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at the end, i'll always pretend
while we hold our hearts in bloodstained hands
that this was the plan
clinging onto empty threats, i'm delicate
maybe i can die inside my own head, 'cause
suicide attempts leave nothing left, i won't regret
the time we both spent
i won't regret the time we both spent
i won't regret the time we both spent
now i'm out of blood and reassured, i know i've made those i have loved hurt
i know i've made those i have loved hurt
i have loved hurt
i have loved hurt
but each time i try to kill myself i'm really just killing what love there is left
each time i try to kill myself i'm really just killing what love is left
love is left
love is left
tattoos of memories on arteries
where all of the blood used to be
i survive every attempt because nothing is left in this chest, and
now i'm undead, now i'm undead
i'm coming back from what we both did
and now i'm undead, now i'm undead
i'm taking back the heart that i hid
you asked me if it's not enough, and i lied because i needed you too much
just a touch is better than withdrawal, withdraw, withdrawn
i've withdrawn from you
just a touch is better than withdrawal, withdraw, withdrawn
i've withdrawn from you, you
can you put your heart into me?
refill this wounded cavity?
just a touch is better than withdrawal, withdraw, withdrawn
i've withdrawn from you
just a touch is better than withdrawal, withdraw, withdrawn
i've withdrawn from you
i've got to let go of this fantasy of you
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crimesididntcommit is the transgender electroheartache project of veronica emilyn, fusing darkwave, industrial and goth stylings into genre-defying explorations of mental illness, queer identity and the horrific beauty of being in a body that knows it is alive. crimesididntcommit is for the lost who don’t want to be found. songs ghosts can dance to. ... more
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