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at the end, i'll always pretend
while we hold our hearts in bloodstained hands
that this was the plan
clinging onto empty threats, i'm delicate
maybe i can die inside my own head, 'cause
suicide attempts leave nothing left, i won't regret
the time we both spent
i won't regret the time we both spent
i won't regret the time we both spent
now i'm out of blood and reassured, i know i've made those i have loved hurt
i know i've made those i have loved hurt
i have loved hurt
i have loved hurt
but each time i try to kill myself i'm really just killing what love there is left
each time i try to kill myself i'm really just killing what love is left
love is left
love is left
tattoos of memories on arteries
where all of the blood used to be
i survive every attempt because nothing is left in this chest, and
now i'm undead, now i'm undead
i'm coming back from what we both did
and now i'm undead, now i'm undead
i'm taking back the heart that i hid
you asked me if it's not enough, and i lied because i needed you too much
just a touch is better than withdrawal, withdraw, withdrawn
i've withdrawn from you
just a touch is better than withdrawal, withdraw, withdrawn
i've withdrawn from you, you
can you put your heart into me?
refill this wounded cavity?
just a touch is better than withdrawal, withdraw, withdrawn
i've withdrawn from you
just a touch is better than withdrawal, withdraw, withdrawn
i've withdrawn from you
i've got to let go of this fantasy of you

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from Starve Your Heart, released June 25, 2021

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crimesididntcommit is the transgender electroheartache project of veronica emilyn, fusing darkwave, industrial and goth stylings into genre-defying explorations of mental illness, queer identity and the horrific beauty of being in a body that knows it is alive. crimesididntcommit is for the lost who don’t want to be found. songs ghosts can dance to. ... more

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