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1.	Accidents 02:50	lyrics	buy track
is this another case of indifference? my indifference grows and it has cut a hole and from it we bloom, from it we bloom, from it we bloom the flowers hang inside our cars, and when we wreck they decorate our hearts our hearts have opened and from them we spill, we are just accidents, we do what we will we are just accidents, we do what we will we are just accidents, we do what we will and clearing space for brand new parts it's all the same and still, we part it's all the same inside the dark leave the stains, break the heart we are just accidents, we do what we will cut the veins open and from them we spill the flowers hang inside our cars and when we wreck they decorate our hearts, our hearts traded time for identity, i can't identify this ache i didn't leave it there; we didn't even care i never want outside of you in a place that never snows, how'd it get to be this cold? how'd i get to be this old? we are just accidents, we do what we will cut the veins open and from them we spill we are just accidents, we do what we will, what we will cut the veins open and from them we spill we are just accidents we are just accidents we are just accidents we are just accidents
2.	Medicine 03:18	lyrics	buy track
they say, "go to sleep when it is too much" but i know there's no rest to be found in both of us no more fuss, no more fun, no more love like loaded guns isolate, separate, i'll sedate all that i am all that i can be, you won't see anymore of me just go to sleep just go to sleep just go to sleep (and if you want to get away without saying goodbye --) take your medicine, take all your pills just go to sleep, and lie still just lie, still take your medicine, with your dollar bills just go to sleep and lie, still please lie still i'm never going to get away from this i'm never going to grow away from it i'm always going to be just throwing fits i'll carve into each leg and throw a fit i'm always gonna succumb to this loneliness i'll carve into my arms and drain a bit i'll always act like i never gave a shit i'll carve into this skin and drain a bit so take your medicine, take all your pills just go to sleep and lie with me still just lie with me still just lie to me still
3.	Empty Threats 03:33	lyrics	buy track
she tastes like empty threats, she tastes like cigarettes and promises ones that we'll never keep but they will haunt us in our sleep no, i'm not mad, i just have had too much caffeine and nicotine no, i'm not sad, i just have had too much of what you give to me i'll flood my veins with time constraints, you'll never know how much i restrain my tongue in your mouth, my teeth on your neck i'll wash away like another speck of dust we found up in the attic, you know it's so tragic we burn the flowers in our hair a rain of ash, a taste of you you sample the soul but hate the perfume i wear on every shirt so i hold you without getting hurt i hurt myself again this time, my friend new scars will mark a brand new end, a brand new end and it's not your fault -- it never is, it never is nothing to do, nothing to do there is nothing to do about it she tastes like empty threats she tastes like cigarettes and promises we'll never make never make a brand new slave at night we follow through, at night we come unglued take off those heavy clothes weight off of our heavy souls put tubes where my veins should go so you can watch me glow you make me digital you make me taste like rain in our empty holes put tubes where my veins should go so you can watch me glow you make me digital taste like like rain in our empty holes
4.	Angels 03:18	lyrics	buy track
honey, i know we aren't angels we'll always take ourselves apart in dead end evenings waiting i'll carry this ache inside my empty heart my antique heart swollen hands and swallowed feelings words we say we never mean stars hide behind passing clouds pressure in our heads that won't relieve pressure in our hearts that won't release in dead end evenings i'm waiting eyes wide open not to blink honey, i know we're all hateful we always tear our friends apart in dead end evenings i'm waiting i'll carry this house inside my empty heart my antique heart never a place, never a time where i'll look down into these eyes inside of these street lights, inside of these street lights outside of these gone nights inside my empty heart inside my antique heart
5.	Lullaby 03:31	lyrics	buy track
can't codify the way we spend these nights but we're still alive, still alive is it a nursery rhyme? another lullaby when we sympathize? we won't shut our eyes is it made of lies, is it made of flies until the day we die? the day we die, the day we die when i look away i can't see your face i can feel the ache but i can't burn this hate but i'm still alive, still alive but still we try we can't codify the way we spend these nights another time is just another reason why we hope to die, but not tonight, no, never tonight so just shut your eyes, we're still on this ride in another night i'm just doing what you said i should do i am just doing what will make me like you i am just doing what you said i should do i am just doing what will make me like you in another night you'll still ask why but we'll pacify with a lullaby so shut your eyes, just shut your eyes in another night you'll still ask why but we'll pacify with a lullaby so shut your eyes, shut your eyes, shut your eyes i'll drive you away just like anyone else in your place i'll drive you away, just like anyone else in your place you know i will no, i will know i will...
6.	Cling To Me 04:08	info	buy track
7.	Delicate 03:46	lyrics	buy track
it's not supposed to be my voice breaking through it never gets to you, i never get in you i think it started with an accident, i can't believe the way we hid and all the things we never do i'm so haunted by what we did tossing and turning, i will never forget i am so delicate so fuckin' delicate, baby i am so delicate, so fucking delicate baby i've told you once i've told you one thousand times so shut the fuck up and take my life don't fight, don't stop don't try, don't sob don't blink your eyes, just snort these lines the car broke down when i was halfway home you were already halfway gone we are such trash, baby; throw me away i never get to look like you to look like you to look like you i come unglued, i am so delicate so fucking delicate baby we are so delicate, so fucking delicate baby so hold on and on and on and on don't try, don't stall don't fight, don't stop don't blink your eyes turn off these lights it's always better when you know you're alone nobody watching no one talking no one standing right there in your room they're in your room, i know 'cause i can still smell the perfume i'm just a bitch without a cunt, without the stunt of birth you can pull and we all just want to feel full but i will empty out all of these veins and i'll let the blood leave all of the stains that it wants on towels, porcelain, bedsheets and these knives fathers wait to eat us alive and i can fake it any time i am so delicate every night
8.	Salivate 02:46	lyrics	buy track
lie your way out the front door remember us cowering every nightmare we abhor returning during sleep, cold, relief, release these thoughts that no one will see we can get away with everything we can get away with anything we can get away with anything we can get away with everything slip away and salivate eaten by this endless fear i know that i'm losing you but i never had you, dear had you, dear had you? had you, dear? did you really ever know? did it ever really go your way, again, today? we can get away with anything we can get away with all these dreams we can get away with anything we can get away with everything slip away... just slip away... just slip away... just slip away
9.	Mass Panic Event 03:42	lyrics	buy track
we go, could i ever come home? we know, we'll spend this night alone lone, lone all these parts left alone no more memories at home i know in this tome i'll only find what i already know what i already know sideways in the dark, i can feel it in my heart my heart cannot contain all these things i can't explain i look at you like recent rain, i smell the truth of all this shame we know, we can't ever come home we know, in this vacant chest it grows, it grows it grows, it grows, we know we know, we know we know, this will never be home we know, we live these nights alone i'll call this pain a work of art but you know i'll just break apart no more secrets in the phone we know not to trust what we're shown mass panic mass panic event you know i can't stop it, can't make it relent oh, oh, i -- mass panic, mass panic you know i can't stop it, can't make it relent mass panic, mass panic event you know i can't stop it, can't make it relent oh, oh, i -- mass panic, panic event, you know i can't stop it can't make it relent
10.	No One Else 03:53	lyrics	buy track
my friend, here again we hate ourselves, and no one else my friend, back here again we hate ourselves, and no one else no one else my friend, left unsaid, left unread, we're left for dead my friend, i feel your ghost i see your ghost it haunts me most you haunt me most this car crash glow now i'm haunted, i'm so haunted, baby now i'm haunted, i'm so haunted by what we did and didn't do i'm haunted, i'm so horrid, baby i'm haunted, i'm so haunted by what we did and didn't do there's no escape from you there's no escape, because i can't snort away sleep away drink away this place can't erase this face from the mirror, it's all clear i want to fuck away i want to flush this heart, but the car, it never starts nothing happens for you, they only happen to you they only happen to you just like you just like you just like you this will never end until we do and even then it lives on in others, too this will never end until we do and even then it lives on in others, just like you just like you this will never end until i do and even then it lives on in others too this will never end until my face turns blue and even then it lives on in others just like you just like you just like you just like you

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10 (very) lo-fi, noisy songs of collision and rust, not a core album but something that mattered when i made it all the same.

when you're out there, on the side of the road, and you know that you really are alone, it's not the dark that scares you, but that you realize you feel this way all of the time, and it doesn't just go away. calls aren't going through, voices aren't being carried, and any words you might speak and anything that you can hear is garbled, meaningless, without language or structure, the hapless sounds of a crying infant that doesn't know what vowels and consonants mean but simply knows it needs to scream, and, god, i need to scream.

this will never end until we do, and even then it lives on in others, just like you

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released November 13, 2020

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crimesididntcommit is the transgender electroheartache project of veronica emilyn, fusing darkwave, industrial and goth stylings into genre-defying explorations of mental illness, queer identity and the horrific beauty of being in a body that knows it is alive. crimesididntcommit is for the lost who don’t want to be found. songs ghosts can dance to. ... more

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